It's Officially Over

I've been chastised for putting my heart up here a bit because it's putting all my "bidness" as Christy would say, up for the world to read.  The primary impetus for this chastising was my Jesse roller coaster ride.  Each upswing was grand, but each downswing created negative feelings that weren't easily erased by my friends and family.

My investigative work revealed that the truth about Jesse is worse than I suspected, worse than I thought possible.  But that's not saying much because I was pretty much living in a fictional world of my own creation so my suspicions were... well... suspect.  So here I am.  Single, content - happy even, a little angry still, I have a few regrets, but I need to leave those behind eventually.

I feel much stronger than I have in quite some time.  Time to get back to the business of being me. I apologize for taking everyone on the last ride.  I know you all had your fill a year ago.  I've had mine now too.